been a while since i wrote anything on the web.

i finally updated the pic thing on the left. yeah, that's me and the wifey. she's the best thing to happen to me in a very long long time.

i owe her a lot. and well, there are other things to talk about.

i hope people don't bitch and complain about how much they pay for gas. coz gooddangit! we pay 3.06 here! at least the rest of the people who are forced to gas up with premium do.

it sucks ass. and again, you wonder why we are supposed to hate terrorists? and all these liberal people want us to pull out of Iraq? what the hell do you think is going on over there?

sure. the anti bush people are talking about it. yet they really don't do anything but bitch. so then if this assclown is so bad, why not have him impeeched? i mean shit, you all wanted to impeech bill clinton for shagging a fat girl in the oral office right? so why not get bush out?

stop complaining about it and just do it. yeah. it sucks. it sucks ass. he's our president. but who's fault is it? not his. i mean dude, you had al gore in the office for 8 straight years, with a good economy riding on his back. and he couldn't get his moronself elected into the damn seat!

if things were different in 2000, do you honestly think that big al could run the country? hell no. and bush? bush was the best thing we could come up with? damn man.

then you all wanted that pinko commie kerry voted in? i mean damn, the guy practically turned his back on our f'n country during the vietnam war. he called his fellow soldiers murderers and baby killers. and you wanted to vote him into the highest office in the world. dean shoulda been the damn front runner for the democratic party. what in the world did he do to have us turn our backs to him? nothing but do that hulk hogan like scream. that's his one true crime.

America...the beautiful...you gotta love it man.

i can't wait to pump gas next year, when it's $5 dollars a gallon at the pump. you just wait and see baby...things are gonna be really bad here in so cal...

$10.00 dollar movie tickets. $100.00 dollar bleecher seats for the chargers. $6.99 dollar combos at the fast food joints...and as of this writing, $3.06 dollars for 9/10 gallon of gas...look at that, it ain't even a whole gallon baby...

keep the faith!

your favorite all purpose bad boy klub kizzle fo shizzle...the next big dizzle...fo rizzle...mah nizzle...

johnny "the jAi 1" x

man, am i ever exhausted...holding down three jobs ain't easy. especially since i've turned the big 3...0...

fuck im getting old.

anyway...two more weeks, and i cut down the jobs from three to two...i can not wait...

working at night has really hampered my sleep schedule, to pretty much ZeRo...as everyone knows, i don't get enough sleep as is...and this is killing me...seriously...sometimes i wake up, and i feel like i'm seventy years old.

that's not a good feeling. especially when i can't move several body parts for at least a good minute. damn.

well, the count down to my freedom has begun...so shit. i can not wait until that very moment. jeah!

then i can concentrate on what i need to do. focus on the wrightsilkscreen.com business. and pretty much, nothing else. job 2, is nothing more than a filler until i get more stable.

soooo....jeah!

everyone. i hope you all have a great rest of the week...catch some ZzZzzzZZZzzz for me...

your favorite all purpose bad boy...

Johnny "The jAi 1" X

man...what can i say but...having a younger woman, as a girlfriend can sometimes be tiring...energy wise...sometimes i have a hard time keeping up with her energy.

she tells me that it's coz i work a lot, don't sleep much and she keeps me up all the time. the way i see it, i'm comin up on 30years, next tuesday to be exact...and shit...i feel worn down by it.

sure...i don't look it...who the hell does, when you have asian-portugues blood running in yer veins and a great genetic code right?

fuck. i really am gettin old. may be i should start thinking about life insurance. right? MAN! WHAT THE FUCK AM I SAYING? FUCK THAT SHIT! Marvin, Iris and Tremel are way older than my ass...

time to go get some red bull! laters, don't let the haters getcha!!!!

So it's been a long long long long long long long long long long long long long...time. i shouldn't have left you with owt a dope beat to step to...step to...step to...

recap...

left my old company...went to a new one...an upstart one...cool.

problem...the pocket book gets hurt...

prob2...lost all my old clients...all my old contacts...and even my trusty lap tizzle...not to mention a big credit card bill from purchasing equipment for the old company...as a trusted irreplaceable cog...

prob3...i need my damn lt to make them killer designs and shit!

solution...life goes on...got a new pc...got new bigger, better, badder clientle...made new friends...and well...i met the one...

the one girl that could bring me down...the girl that would quench the hunger in my soul...the girl that makes me complete...the girl i want to be with...

even better...though...she wanted to be with me...a textbook player...a guy who's one night stand list rivals most people's lives...

i sacrificed all the women for her...and more...i sacrificed my rep. to show her my loyalty...i introduced her to all my most closest and trusted friends and family...over everyone else...

everybody loves her...and everyone tells me not to fuck it up...or they'll all kill my ass...that's a big responsibility to deal with...

well...that's a quick recap. i guess it's time to do all that sissy foo foo shit everyone does when they are in a relationship with a wonderful person. talk about that person on the web, and be one with the masses.

solution2...cash flow is coming. i can feel it. no more bouncing payroll checks...i can taste that condo in la jolla...it's so damn close now...i'll be able to get my AMG - SL 55 in a lil while...and well...things are starting to look up now.

i'll holla atchall laterz man...got like six designs to finish today!

fuck the lakers suck. i still cain't belee that shaq is gone. i think, i'm done with basketball now...coz no matter how much i love shaq...i still don't see myself as a heat fan...fuckin kobe! rapist bastard!

i think i will distance myself from everything LA from now on...SD is a better place to live anyway, despite the fact our sports teams aren't that good...GO PADRES!!!!!!!!!!!!GO CHARGERS!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE!!!! GO!!! GO!!! POWER RANGERS!!!! MIGHTY MORPHIN' POWER RANGERS!!!!

one!

it's been a while, since the x-man has updated.

recap.

met some chicks.

thought one was cool.

problem.

wants to be chased.

solution.

moved on. coz i don't have the time for that kind of bullshit.

result?

her loss. met a better one and moved on.

her feelings?

her bad. she's mad. and sad.

my feelings?

hey, i through out what i don't do. i opened the door. broke down my walls.

so who's fault is that?

not mine. tell me otherwise, and i will say, fuck you...coz, one, chasing and being chased, is high school shit. um...we ain't in high school no mo.

said she liked a smart, but tough person. who is smarter, or tougher than my ass, here in s.d. with an i.q. of 130, i think that qualifies me as pretty damn smart and above the average. and as far as tough goes...i came from four different gangs. only, i wasn't about to go out the way of boys in the hood. i have a career, and almost out of debt, from my student loan.

so then, again...who's fault? not i...not the jai 1.

yeah, i am mad about the situation...coz how the hell can two people who supposedly liked each other not be together? simple...this whole bullshit about playing hard to get...she thought she was good at it...she is...but i am better...faster...smarter...and way too damn impatient about it...

so i said fuck it...moved on and well...there are tons of other women who dig me...and want to be with me...so...it's not really a big loss to me...

paul van dyke...great show...to bad i missed it, coz they wouldn't let us in coz of over capacity...fuck...

solution...went to the hotelly, and chilled all night long with my jenny...from the o.c.

myspace.com.

joined it...had fun with it...tried to set a goal, of getting a thousand friends. got over 200, gave up on the goal, coz 200 peeps ain't exactly easy to holla at.

went to the o.c. for a photoshoot and meet up with out photographer and one of our top models.

fun as fuck. had a blast.

that's what i am all about...friends...fun...and feria...

peace...hit me up on myspace

HOLLA ATCHA BOI!!!!!!!!